Long time since i have left any signs of my existing here. There has been a lot of things going on in my life, physical and emotional.I am ashamed to say that my Norwegian blog is getting more and more attention but I’m going to try to include you English understanding persons into my life also.
For my creative side, I’m in a very good period. I have spent more time away from school and my creativity flow is now like a free river and not like a hot dessert. You can see some of my latest work and school projects on deviantart.
At the moment my summer holiday have sort of started. I have to stop my school tomorrow so that one of my teacher can look over some papers and tasks that I might have use for IF I have to have an Oral exam next week. If I don’t get selected for the oral exam (only half the class will be), I’m free for the summer!
I haven’t really decided if I am happy or sad that I didn’t get the summer job. I should get a job and earn some money and get some experience, but I have enough trouble as it is with balancing school and life.
For about a week ago I bought my first Macbook, and I absolutely love it. When I get the Adobe programs that I need for school I think the mac can really help me at school, not just so that I can become better, but also so that I can work at home and get done with every thing. There is some differences between a PC and a Mac. buttons and shortcuts, must be the biggest one, but after a short while you got it. another great thing about my new mac is that it has a L button that works! and it’s really good at spelling.
We have started to learn a little bit about manuscript writing at school. I am afraid that we aren’t gonna learn that much about the writing, but just the the set up.
Anyway, I have always wondered how they were written. let me tell you: it’s hard, many do and don’t and it’s nothing like writing a novel or history as you know it. Yet again it’s like writing a story.
Today we started on a small script task, “only” 2-3 pages, and it have to be about something you personally have experienced. You are allowed to change name on persons, places and make it a bit more dramatic then what it was, but it has to be realistic.
Except for the fact that I got totally writers block and got some problems with getting everything right, I really like it. I got so many ideas! mostly just some scenes, not enough for a whole film..yet. hihi.
If I get some more Ideas on paper I might post them here for you.
Here are some cool quotes our teacher gave us:
Kill your darlings
When you are working with others, you often have to say no to your own ideas that you like so much and accept that the other idea will be better, even thought it wasn’t yours
Dialog- life with the boring parts cut out
Don’t waste film time with things we don’t need and that we can tell with the persons and not words
First off I just wanna point out something, really good someone told me
“It’s call headbanging, not hairbanging”
A few have told me that I can’t be a true metal fan because I don’t have long hair. So that quote is for them ^^,
so today there was concerts with local(stavanger/Sandes, Norway) metal bands, don’t remember all 4 of them, but here goes
The Influence of the Dead Marzipan
- kinda good, but not my favorite because most of the screams makes me think of pigs and that really just destroyed the songs for me.
Mirror of Madness
- like them way better live then on video, but they got really pro lokking videos (in my opinion) to just be a lokal band. They were less screamy then the other bands and you had a chance to catch the lyrics. they are hard to describe, just check them out.
Pain of Elohim
- my favorite, not neccerly because they are the best, but the bands members are really awesome to hang around. the Vocalist can produce some really wicked screams! they always goes mental on stage and get the crowed woth them.
not the best live video, but the one I like =)
the same song, just another video, the vocalist is just as crazy on both
I’m tired of being what you want me to be,
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
i Don’t know what you are expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus]
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware,
I’m becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can’t you see that you’re smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you ooooo
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I’m becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
[Chorus]
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware,
I’m becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chorus]
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
I’m tired of being what you want me to be
I’ve become so numb I can’t feel you there
I’m tired of being what you want me to be
Well, I found this seri on youtube(from CBBC) called ” Young Dracula”
And I was addicted from the first episode. I love vampires, and the characters are just the (almost) way I imagine vampires. I am not really good at writing reviews yet, but this gives a piece of it.
‘Young Dracula’
Based on the children’s book by Michael Lawrence, Young Dracula is a new take on one of the most popular literary figures. Single dad Count Dracula moves to modern-day Britain from Transylvania with his two children, Vlad and Ingrid. To his father’s horror, Vlad – the show’s eponymous hero played by Gerran – wants not to bite, but rather to fit in with his new-found British friends, but it’s not easy when you are one of the undead.
Let’s not forget the Local Vampire slayer, the “Breather” that wants to become a real vamp, the dramatic vampire mom that shows up and leavs, the need for blood and a strange little baby.
Taken from Journals[ page 128, it's kinda hard to read his writeing at times]
I am a male. age 23 and Im Lactating. my breasts have never been so sore not even after receiving titty twisters from bully-school mates. They had hair down there long before I stopped playing with dolls. I havent masturbated in months because Ive lost my imagination. I close my eyes and I see my father, little girls, german Shepards & TV news commentators, but no voluptuous, pouty lipped, hated-female, sex kittens, winching inecstasy from the illusory positions Ive conjured up in my mind. No, when I close my eyes I see lizards & flipper babies. the ones who where born deformed because their mothers took bad birth control pills.
me want!
